Dreams

So, I've been "dreaming" a lot... I have a strongly desired goal. I want to buy a house so badly, but can't due to credit problems. I understand that my husband and I have these problems and I'm ok with that. But it's hard because my ultimate dream seems a bit distant. My husband and I got pregnant before we got married and decided to get married while I was pregnant. On our own, we each had debt. And alone we could survive, but together with a little one and rent in the mix, we can't seem to get past the pay check to pay check mode. I know it'll eventually happen... I need patience. I pray for it and the more I do, the more oportunities to be patient come along. I've come to the realization that it'll happen eventually and that at least I have a place to live for now. So, I can continue to dream, as long as this dreaming doesn't get me down!

Boredom..

Man, Am I bored?! I have been sitting here for 2 hours now just watching tv and playing on the computer. Derek's out with friends and Owen is sleeping. Oh! One good thing tonight... he fell asleep without a binky! Not that he didn't cry for about 30 minutes, but he did it! We had broken this habit a couple months ago, and then he started getting his molars... so we gave it back to him. He's almost 16 months and it's high time he breaks this little habit. He only takes it at night so hopefully it won't be too hard.

Today Derek and I got up at 545 am and went to the gym... he played basketball and I worked out. I never thought I'd be one to look forward to going to the gym, but I am! I have been going at least 5 days a week since the beginning of the year. Anyways, from there I went home and got ready to help my best friend Amy register for her little girl who will be arriving in July. That was a lot of fun! I found a ton of stuff that I'll go broke on with the next baby (which won't be for a while) And then I went home... and here I sit... BORED! So, bored I started a blog lol! I'm not sure if anyone will read this or not, but I wrote it ;] Take care and enjoy your Saturday night!